My Horses

I keep catching myself using the phrase "my horses." This is how I prefer to lead my horses. My horses have all been babies. I love just spending time with my horses. And then I realize awkwardly that it sounds like I have more than one horse.

I guess . . . it feels like I have more than one horse. Enough time has gone by that I can think about Gamby without breaking down. I still tear up if I think too long, but in general I have fond memories. I find myself thinking about him often. Even talking to him in my head sometimes. Avalon will spook at something and I'll think, oh Gamby still spooked at that... He is still mine. My mind is never going to truly accept that he's gone.